I hate how one person can put me down for a while. I wish I had the personality to not give a shit what other people think about me.
So I was watching Vlogcandy videos
and it made me happy and sad. That channel was one of the things that helped through high school. It’s kind of what got me obsessed with YouTube and the rest of the internet :)
Did anybody else watch that collab channel? I think they are one of the best groups of people to ever come across on the internet :)
So I went to a Pride event in Amarillo
Nothing special but still fun! Got free condoms, HIV testing, and a gift card to Walmart haha
But once again I tried to get my straight guy friends to come along with me. They were wondering what Pride was and I just said its just an event where people can just celebrate who they are. He asked who goes to these things and I said anyone can go! Its for both straight and gay people. Well he just said he wasn’t sure what I meant and thought it would be weird so I just ended up going by myself until Blair showed up.
It’s hard explaining what pride is or the gay culture to my friends. Sometimes I feel I shouldn’t worry about it because I know they’ll be so ignorant about it. Whatever I had a good time! I hope everyone is having a great Pride month as well!
So sometimes my guy friends can piss me off.
Last night a few of us decided to go clubbing. Well we managed to convince a couple of my straight friends to go to a gay club. (which it ended up not being great so we just ended up going to a straight club later anyways)
One of my friends starts bitching about how it was going to be weird and how guys were going to be hitting on him and grabbing him. I kept telling him that nobody was going to be grabbing him and if a guy hits on him he should feel flattered and tell him he’s not interested or he’s straight and he will back off.
I also told him it would be the same situation as if a girl was hitting on him and he could just tell her he wasn’t interested. They argued that “I didn’t understand” and “it was not the same thing”
Note it was just two of my guy friends that were saying this. The rest of my girl and guy friends were agreeing with me. It’s just frustrating because they said they are “accepting” of gay people yet they turn around and be so judgmental about a stupid club.
Its also hard when they all use “gay” and “fag” in a negative use all the time. I told them it doesn’t bother me (because I try not to let little things get under my skin). But for some reason lately its just been difficult to shrug or laugh it off.
I’m sorry for ranting and making a huge post on your dash but for some reason that just bothered me a lot and I just needed to vent.
Seriously are there any gay guys that HAVE seen Star Wars? Seriously.